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'If'
if everything can back to the begining....
i will try to control myslf.
if i can start my new life...
i will nt spoilt our relation again.
if i can have a better choice to choose...
i will choose you.
if everything is under my control...
i will not let you go.
if everthing can be change...
i will change my attitude
if v can tolerate..
v will nt break up.
if............
if....
if...
if....
wondering

'If' had make many changes in my life!
Regret what have i do....
'If' a question put forward me...
Do you need any love?
my ans would be...
"nop....bcoz i m nt suite vf it!i m 4ever a single!i m forever an idiot hu oni hurt ppl!maybe i m aso i bitch to them"
i hate...
hate 2 face "love"...
I wun 4gv myslf whenever i hurt sum1!
Friends...family...or....love one...
again and again i ask the same question...
What is love?
Why ppl in this world need love?
Why love makes me unhappy?
Why?!!
no1 ans me...

silence



"If" this world without .
v will fell lonely.
"If" there is .
it makes me fel more unhappy.
My frens around me enjoy happily vf thier love's one..
how abt me?
i m standing aside n gv them wishes...
"ei...y dun u accept xxx"sum1 in my class asked me.
"erm....i dun need it"

我真的看起来那么的脆弱吗?
我一点都不坚强吗?
为什么每个人都认为我那么的需要被人保护?
为什么我总被朋友认为我一定要男朋友?
难道你们知道我需要的是什么吗?
我每天生病不代表我需要"他们"
"他们"的关怀..
"他们"的关心..
"他们"的爱..
"他们"的安慰..

或许选择爱我的人会比选择我爱的人好…

因为选择我爱的人不一定会幸福…

反而选择爱我的人会感到幸福…