The Road Not taken

15.11.08

好几天没写部落格了...
我以为没部落格..
我能专心的考试..
什么都不用想...
快快乐乐的生活...
可是我错了...
我还得回来部落格的世界..
向部落格哭诉我的心事..
没写部落格的心情就像世界末日...
心事一天比一天多....
我快受部了...
该放弃?还是继续加油啊?
好烦........
谁能帮我?
为什么事情永远不能远远离我而去?
为什么一定要在我身边围绕着我?!!!
崔桂容!
你的笑容呢?!!
你的微笑呢?!!!
你的个性呢?!!!!
为什么全都不见了?!!!!!!!!!
你只会藏在心里...谁知道你在想什么啊?
what m i worrying?
SPM?nop....
College Life?maybe...
Carnival games?Abit...
Friends leaving you?ya....
love?think so...
stress?correct!
and....?what elase?
duno....
m i talking to myslf here?NO.
Then...hu m i talking vf?BODY.
Whats his/her name?NOBODY.
yeah~i agree vf it....
NOBODY,he is the one who listen to what i m talking..
No one were listen 2 what i m bullshit-in!
I m jz like a fool to everyone...
can do or talk whatever they like!
i jz blif what they are saying......
M i stupid?Mr Nobody?
.....................................no respond...
fine...........
i jz admit it..............
but...i wun blif any1....
to me...the world that make by human is full of lie!
I will nt cry bcoz i m a fool to some1,
smile bcoz it happened.

anyway...may i knw what is love?
Mr Nobody,can u pls ans me?
i had been kill by this word!
"LOVE"
again n again...playing Hide-and-seek vf me..
i deserve it!
whats the world vf gravity?
love aso nid gravity?
if there is no gravity...?
whats will happen next?
broke up?.....swt.....
it was an undifined ans to me...

To me...there is still a vry far distance btw love and me..
altot how i hard i try..
how hard i try 2 climb..
how hard i try 2 get it...
i cun get the best too...
i m 4ever a failure!
I duno what they are thinking...
i knw my attitude...
what i do 4ever wun comfort your!
i m sorry vf what have i did.
i m sorry vf what have i say.
i m sorry vf what have i promise.
I wish not 2 hurt you!

i m jz like the poet of "The road not taken".
two road diverged in my life.
Am i sorry i could not travel both
And be one traveler,long i stood.
and looked down one as far as i could.
to where it bent in the undergrowth.
then took the other,as just as fair,
and having perhaps the better claim,
because it was grassy and wanted wear,
through as for that the passing there
had worn them really about the same.
and both that morning equally lay
in leaves no step had trodden black.
oh, I kept the first for anoter day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if i should ever come back.
i shall be telling this with a sigh
somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in my life,and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
and that has made all the difference.

i m jz like the poet...
choosen the second road.
this is the oni road i can travel...
i prefer this road wich more challenging to me..
i prefer the road wich no ppl travel by!
i prefer the road dat can bring me to anoter destination.
Wish to have more happiness!