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It has been TIMES we started our argument and end up i said SORRY....

I had been tired since that day i was with you...
I was wondering..what make me change my mind to you..?
What make me addicted to you?
What make me sacrifices for you?
What make me Love you?
What make me miss you?

Till now, i have no "ACCURATE" answer...

Am i STUPID?Nor i really get what i want from you?

Mr Blogspot, pls ans my QUESTION!

I wanted to blog since long time ago whenever i had arguement with you...
But i'm really tired!
I lack of sleep due to accompany u chit-chat at night..
I lack of sleep because i wanna wake up early in the morning...
send u for class, wait you until you finish your class everyday..
I lack of sleep because I want to try my best to cheer you up...
I lack of sleep because I want to spent more time with you...
I lack of sleep because I want to accompany you to release ur stress by do whatever you like..

I am actually tired...came back 10pm eveynight...
I nvr tried to hang out till 11.30pm since 8am in the morning...
I wont let u knw i m tired...
Cause i knw..you will angry said i nvr accompany you!
I want to cheer you up after class or whenever i c you moody to ignore our conflicts...
Avoid our argument...
I wanna let you know WE are trying our best to give you happiness...
But you nvr knw....
You nvr know whenever we give you the best...and u try to misuse it!

How much you lie to me, i dont mind...
How much you love me, i dont mind...
How much you take care of me, i dont mind..

What I mind was..How u treat me!
How well is it?

Are you a good boyfriend?

Yes...I would ans!
You not only a good boyfriend, you are the best boyfriend i ever had...
You spent on me..You take care of me...You love me...

But, is hard for me to tolerate with you!
You dont even know u scolding me!
You dont even know u are trying to arguing with me!
You dont even know who are right or wrong!

Cause you always tot that you are CORRECT!
You always tot that you was GOOD enough!
You are TOO PROUD of yourself!

Nicholas Leong Chee Yong!

How much u knw about me?
How much u knw to comfort me?

Everytime when things happen...You will not control, nvr accept what is the truth!
NEVER AT ALL!

That's all i able to give you...
able to spent with you...
able to wait on purpose by not having bad temper..
I ady tried my best to control my temper!

Thx again for things you had done...
Things you gave...

I love you is the only thing i able to tell...

*Sry for aunty and uncle, cause i really unable to change LEONG CHEE YOONG well!I break my promise.....*