Nicholas Leng Chee Yoong! Do u know that miss Chui Kwai Yoong is missing you rite now???
My dear is having industrial training now.. I came back to Bentong since yterday coz my house was in renovation...=) It has been long time i never drive alone for long journey.. I felt so lonely and i sudden miss daddy very much... I miss you again, daddy..... Whenever i miss you, i cant concentrate on anything!... even i drive, i was like speeding, i cant imagine how fast i drove...
anyhow, dear, i miss you... i m waiting you in BEntong... Gonna meet u sooonnnnn...
It has been a long time i didnt update my blog.... Urhmm....a month?most probably... As the main REASON is I m BUSY=) hahas...I been busying my assingment.. test...shopping...dating and blablabla...xD
I enjoy MY LIFE very MUCH!
I love this kind of life... Where someone love me... Where busy with things... Where I fel the love of 2 families..
I fall in love with it when i 1st listen to it... My dear intro to me... He keep repeating this song again and again while i m doing my QM assignment...
*ENJOYING* the meaning of this song... L-O-V-E Thx dear....<3<3<3
And i started fall in love this song when dear ask me to dance with him..
***Awwww***... Romantic+lovely... He invited me in such a romantic environment.. With candles and holding my hands...........
"I love you...darl...=D" "I love you too...dear..."
It has been TIMES we started our argument and end up i said SORRY....
I had been tired since that day i was with you... I was wondering..what make me change my mind to you..? What make me addicted to you? What make me sacrifices for you? What make me Love you? What make me miss you?
Till now, i have no "ACCURATE" answer...
Am i STUPID?Nor i really get what i want from you?
Mr Blogspot, pls ans my QUESTION!
I wanted to blog since long time ago whenever i had arguement with you... But i'm really tired! I lack of sleep due to accompany u chit-chat at night.. I lack of sleep because i wanna wake up early in the morning... send u for class, wait you until you finish your class everyday.. I lack of sleep because I want to try my best to cheer you up... I lack of sleep because I want to spent more time with you... I lack of sleep because I want to accompany you to release ur stress by do whatever you like..
I am actually tired...came back 10pm eveynight... I nvr tried to hang out till 11.30pm since 8am in the morning... I wont let u knw i m tired... Cause i knw..you will angry said i nvr accompany you! I want to cheer you up after class or whenever i c you moody to ignore our conflicts... Avoid our argument... I wanna let you know WE are trying our best to give you happiness... But you nvr knw.... You nvr know whenever we give you the best...and u try to misuse it!
How much you lie to me, i dont mind... How much you love me, i dont mind... How much you take care of me, i dont mind..
What I mind was..How u treat me! How well is it?
Are you a good boyfriend?
Yes...I would ans! You not only a good boyfriend, you are the best boyfriend i ever had... You spent on me..You take care of me...You love me...
But, is hard for me to tolerate with you! You dont even know u scolding me! You dont even know u are trying to arguing with me! You dont even know who are right or wrong!
Cause you always tot that you are CORRECT! You always tot that you was GOOD enough! You are TOO PROUD of yourself!
Nicholas Leong Chee Yong!
How much u knw about me? How much u knw to comfort me?
Everytime when things happen...You will not control, nvr accept what is the truth! NEVER AT ALL!
That's all i able to give you... able to spent with you... able to wait on purpose by not having bad temper.. I ady tried my best to control my temper!
Thx again for things you had done... Things you gave...
I love you is the only thing i able to tell...
*Sry for aunty and uncle, cause i really unable to change LEONG CHEE YOONG well!I break my promise.....*
I am not suppose to "IN RELATIONSHIP".. I am not suppose to "HAVE BF LIKE YOU".. I am not suppose to "SAY ANYTHING WHEN YOU SAY YES".. I am not suppose to "DO ANYTHING WHEN YOU SAY YES"..
I cant control my "EMOTION" I am "BAD TEMPER" I am not a gal that is "100% GOOD" I am not as good as your "EX" I am not a gal like "THEM" I am just a "NORMAL GAL" I am just a "GAL WHO LOVE TO BE JEALOUS" I am just a "GAL WHO ALWAYS ASK ABOUT YOUR EX, BUT HATE TO LISTEN HOW GOOD WAS SHE" I am not a "MODEL" I am not a "RICH GAL"
I couldn't be ANYTHING of you! I am just a USELESS people! -Story ENDED-
is an illusion.. i will be fine... I will be fine soonn.. I promise... lil' crash doesn't means anything... He wasn't suppose to be yours.. Is not a farny relation nor love... Everything is just a Game... I would prefer the day with you.. I know what you thinking about.. But u trying not to tell me.. Is alrite....You are loner..rite? I m not...i m suppose to be happy~ U love UFO rite? I m not..I love Pigs.. Everything is different from our world... Looking forward to meet u in college^^ Take a good rest.. Thx for caring abt me and u fall a sick.. Appreciate it...
Doing our revision in Carls Jr after our BBQ plaza...
I have nothing special to blog about... and my mind dont have any idea about blogging.. i Slept at 6stg and woke up at 10stg this few days..i fel like i m so TIRED!!
Overall..what i have to complain about was...
I HATE CARLS JR!
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I love the center one.. Look lovely..^^
*Editing video rite now for my dad^^*
Happy father's day...
Last day of ur work.. hope u done what u promises..
It is 6.05am.. WTF i m doing? still blogging......><" I seriously rushing for all my revision... kind of bored... Feel like coming here again to blog abt my last 2 days revision in bukit tinggi.. We manage cover: 4 chapters of ACCOUNT!! 2 chapters of FINANCE! Well~i hope i able to rmb all the stuff..
We sat there frm 11am to 1pm... After that we went to MCD for our very 1st meal.... While we was on the way home..we dabao for our dinner as well... *Lazy drive out for dinner again><"*
3pm revise till 6pm.... then rest for 2hours for facebook and chit chatting...^^ i think v start our Finance frm 9stg to 3.45am....
WE HEARD SOMETHING!!!
Actually i heard the sound start from 12stg.. until we went to sleep... I just kept quite... and trying hard to concentrate on my finance!
at 1st...i tot it was the water dropping sound.. but it doesn't sound the same as what we heard... + da day was sunny day..NEVER RAIN AT ALL!! But when i hear clearly... it sound like someone cutting her/his finger nails.. It was like...."dak...dak......dak.." cont. again after some while... "dak..dak......dak......dak......dak....." Again and again repeating the same sound..... Suddenly my friend told me...
"I heard someone was cutting finger nails..."
Actually i heard the same thing... but no1 pass by our corridor before.... and it was midnight!! who's going to cut their finger nail in the midnight and is at the corridor???? I was like...
"omg...is the same as what i heard.."
but i try not to think too much~ try to avoid her Q when she asked.... try to talk to her when i heard the sound... (The sound was louder as i was trying to talk with her)
Well...today i stay at home whole day since i having study break now.. 2day was the vry 1st day of my study break~and next tueday i will having my account test.. I was not 100% prepared... Flipping here and there..no idea at all how to solve 1 Q! Btw..i love finance now~
i think i might be a little stupid... Or might be not... cause i was cutting the fruits at the same time i gt my thumb cut...
Ouchx~i wasnt feel anything at 1st.. but now i feel the painless! Help me God!
thx God that i m not having final 2mr~
Cont. my revision now!!!~
4 more hours to go~ i'm to waiting to u...... Miss you... -xoxo-
What you guys think of brighten your days? Moviee??the most common one... But to me was....Shopping! Yea..I love shopping as you guys know... Shop for whole day is enuff for me to announce "I m BROKE!" Even just shop for 1 hour...i also deserve it.. Shopping is my everything!!
My parents came to KL today.. I bring them to 1u...and is the time i drove my dad and family to 1u.. wow~it was the very 1st time i drove my dad for such a long journey...^^ He was nadging me and keep scolding me that i m driving too FAST! Ishhhh!!i m oni 80 now~! I think i m slow enough......but yet....hahas~ is owkay...u just want to be safe^^
we bought quite alot of things today... Cause my parents is heading to UK next week for my sis convection.. I think v used RM800+ to bought t-shirts and dresses..
Everything went smooth... my sis never ask for ANYTHING today.. It was the really 1st time...normally she will start angry if we nvr buy anything for her..D;
Well..I m TIRED now! Actually didi wanted to ask me go out yamcha since he is in KL today... but he couldn't make it...too sad...He is heading to Genting tomorrow.. Genting...=.="have a feeling to go genting 2mr... Cause herhermmm... I think i shall not mention here...hahas..~
Almost every1 love blogging~ While i was clicking over some blog and i saw something that i should say... "Sorry" to the guy... Too sorry for don't even know u what is ur feeling~ Too sorry for knowing nothing about u~ Too sorry for hurting you~ Too sorry for wasting your time.. I m really sorry~ I know if i post up this blog~ppl will definately say dat i m showing off.. Or they might saying that i m stupid...posting up this type of blog. Anyhow...this blog was to aplogize everything that u spent for me... You know who you are... I nid not mention your name here.. U used to blog something and tell me what u fell last time~ Use to say something to me.. Use to let me know ur daily life... It is really sweet.... Although i hope u will continue blogging and tell me what u feel now... But you never.. Cause u get the one u love... You had the happiness.. You able to full fill your time with your Dearest... you able to know what u want^^ this is what i hope~ Although u stop blogging.. But still...i need to thx alots with what u have done... Still need to say I love you...Friend^^
Yah~today is friday!Thx god^^ But 8 more days i will be sitting for my finals;( That's really a sad thing! Anyhow..i went for Karate Kid today~ The movie was awesome!Sad at the end.... Funny+Pity=? If have a chance...do watch for this movie.. Actually i wanna buy tickets yterday for today's karete kids... but is really full and crowded! so decide to buy today~ At 1st i went for Mike last finance lecturer... Christine try to book for the tickets this morning..but is stated FULL><" omg...then what time should we watch?2.30pm??? Since v decide to skip class...then v went to sunway to book for tickets at 10.30am... Yes~v got student price!and it cost only RM9^^
After v bought our tickets, we went to popular hunt for our stuff for shir's present... Sat in popular and flip thu all the books...search for the materials><" but fun altot v are tired!! Have fun and chill during v making the cards... ruby dont even know how to cut the alphabet H and P..... that's really funny if u saw it..haha...
Shir got a surprise^^ she told us da it was sweet to have a surprise like this^^ Well~we hope u will enjoy this bday celebration altot v celebrate with u quite late...
Again..wish u happy sweet 19th...;D I miss you and love you~
Shir is giving her speech^^
4 of us~
Thx the workers help us to take this photo^^
Shir need to blow the cake frm far~hahas~pity her^^
Shir, we really love you and hope u will become a vry attractive kindi teacher;) Again, Happy Bday^^
Someone was working today.. I miss him.. i wish i can meet him now... it was the oni 1st day i ady fel uncomfortable><" i love you~
It has been a while i didnt visit my blog~ since i m free now~ Let me update about my personal life in these few days... Well..i m busying revising....shopping....dating....movie-ing....playing.... but in between these 5 category...revising only stand for 10%.. kinda no mood to study now=.=" I think i should change college now!!! I spent 12k for Taylor but learning nothing.. Feel like transferring my course to HELP college~ Much more cheaper!!!!
Btw...i hang out with Ru-Yiin to CJ for revision~
Revision for finance~Is killing me.. I gonna to hang out with dear for lunch~ will be back to update my cameron trip for last week^^-XOXO-
Finals near the corner.. but i m still in honey moon! i haven even started to study anything yet~
*well...i promise myslf that i have to finish this chapter this chapter by today...*
*have to done everything by today*
MUST!
But..what the hack... My mood all gone~everything was like mess up by my time! Arghhhhh.......
Dear came to KL for few days.. We meet up yterday for movie.... i forget the full name... but i rmb is "nightmare" actually was a great movie... due to i m too tired...i slept on his shoulder for 1 hour.. means i not even fully concentrate on the movie~ Ishhhh!i m wasting money!hahas... Went for sakea as well~ Im sry da my attitude~i cun even control when i saw all the msj.. Anyhow...we was fine now!
Had 3 oreo Mcflurry 2day! was awesome! haven tried this b4!i reli being crazy whenever i hang out with him! BBQ plaza again with him... Anyhow...thx for cooking the food for me and serve it to me!xD nvr ever tried this b4 whenever u leave me!;) I miss you rite now!where are you???
I manage to capture few photos with u! thx for ur co-operate..hahas~ cun imagine u still keeping my baby photo in ur wallet! Is damn cute rite?u cun even find a babby cuter then mee~hahas...
I enjoy the day with me! I hope v will have another again after my final..;/
I got my New Ear ring last week~ Well, it was the ear ring that i love the most...
My mum bought me to shop and ask me to choose~ Ishh~they style that they shown me was like old grandma style~ If really old fashion..yet u still can find it in the shop~ I like the ear-ring~and it was my 19th bday present!(;
You was just few KM from me.. But is hard to meet up... Miss you...(;
This blog might be slightly shirt... Cause I have lots of assignment to do~ Is DUE next WEEK!!
Lets straight to the point... Yeah~Yterday was mother's day.. I m sorry that i wont be blogging about how I celebrated mother's day today... But i will try to update it as fast as possible^^
We suppose to go for our seafood for dinner... Anyhow..due to some reasons...Our plan was mess up^^ Went to I-City about 10pm... My family enjoyed there and took lots of pica...
The lightning was nice... And...we felt like we was in Harbin in da time.. Although it was so hot....And crowded with Malays.... Yet...It was our family day...We enjoyed!
Here's a song to share with you all~ I found the lyrics of this song is meaningful..and i love it very much^^
