Stress

i nid ANGEL!
ya....i nid them vry much...
where are your?
i m stress now!
i cun concentrate at all vf my study~!
I nid your ....!
flipping here and there...
chemistry add maths..
chemistry add maths..
flipping through page 2 page...
what am i studying?!!!
almost 1 hr.....cun gt anything....
jam at atomic mass!
calculation again!!!
how 2 change 2 molar mass?
periodic table!

how 2 memories all d chemical name?
damn!!!headace!
i NEED rest!
i NEED more feedom!
i NEED more !
i NEED more caring!
i NEED more support!
i NEED many many things frm family!

Bt why they kiping giving me STRESS?!!!
This is the only thing i get frm them....
i slept at 11.30pm everyday...
week up at 12am...
Study 4 my trail...
i jz sleep 2 hours a day...
i wan 2 have a normal life....!
i wan 2 sleep!

Like baby sleeping soudness in thier parents arm...
dats fullfuild my life....
but y i CANT?
is dat study more importand then HEALTH?
more important then EVERYTHING?
yea...mayb dats your idea...

samething i had done 2day...
sleep at 11.30pm,week up at 12am...
no1 accompany me...
i study alone in my room..
i m streee and tension!
i cun relax at all...
I nid stimulants and antidepressant!!!!!
i m sry dat i scolded your in yterday!
coz i m in tired and moody situation...

where is my ?
where is my ?
missng in my life...!
I M LOST!

i m just like a wishing botel...
floting on the sea........4ever~..........