We came from different planet

is an illusion..
i will be fine...
I will be fine soonn..
I promise...
lil' crash doesn't means anything...
He wasn't suppose to be yours..
Is not a farny relation nor love...
Everything is just a Game...
I would prefer the day with you..
I know what you thinking about..
But u trying not to tell me..
Is alrite....You are loner..rite?
I m not...i m suppose to be happy~
U love UFO rite?
I m not..I love Pigs..
Everything is different from our world...
Looking forward to meet u in college^^
Take a good rest..
Thx for caring abt me and u fall a sick..
Appreciate it...

The only person who suppose to be mine is you..

错觉

这时间最不该做的就是写部落格。。
可是我真的控制不了。。
几乎一直往facebook去盯，
哪怕他会会我的status
哪怕他又在写关于我。。

他的关心真的让我感到很多错觉。。
我根本搞不清我到底是在想什么。。
每当他做一件事都会让让我觉得我应该接受吗？

“啊。。。这是我找不到的安全感与关心。。”

我心情好乱。。几乎在想要不要告诉他我的想法？
我不懂该如何面对。。
不懂该如何解释。。

他从facebook知道我眼红，特地给药我用。。
知道我想看戏，特地老远跑来陪我。。
知道我自己会危险，看到我上车再走。。
怕我忘了换ticket,特地提醒我。。
怕我不爱吃他点的东西，特地问清楚再点。。
怕我晚上会孤单，不不断的劝我。。
知道我一会儿就进考场，特地跟我说"good luck,你一定行"
知道我半夜会胃痛，特地打给我叫我至少都要吃东西
知道我爱skip早餐，特地sms提醒我吃。
知道我发烧，特地打电话来问候我。。

在我们认识的短短一个星期，
你对我的关心已经让我烦了一整天。。

在facebook等你更新status,
让我知道你要对我说什么。。。

我每个新post你都会不断spam我，
让我知道你是在用另一种方式对我谈天。。

我说什么你终会说：“你别欺负我”

你说叫我做主，你就知道我会说：“随便”。

每件事情都会有开心的starting&ending..

朋友告诉我这是错觉，
我本人也希望如此。。

我真的好乱。。。=.="
好想哭。。。

Carls Jr

Doing our revision in Carls Jr after our BBQ plaza...




I have nothing special to blog about...
and my mind dont have any idea about blogging..
i Slept at 6stg and woke up at 10stg this few days..i fel like i m so TIRED!!

Overall..what i have to complain about was...

I HATE CARLS JR!

This is the feedback form that we filled up...



Have lots of fun when chatting with dear3est...



I love the center one..
Look lovely..^^


*Editing video rite now for my dad^^*



Happy father's day...

Last day of ur work..
hope u done what u promises..

6.05AM

It is 6.05am..
WTF i m doing?
still blogging......><" I seriously rushing for all my revision... kind of bored... Feel like coming here again to blog abt my last 2 days revision in bukit tinggi.. We manage cover: 4 chapters of ACCOUNT!!
2 chapters of FINANCE!
Well~i hope i able to rmb all the stuff..

We sat there frm 11am to 1pm...
After that we went to MCD for our very 1st meal....
While we was on the way home..we dabao for our dinner as well...
*Lazy drive out for dinner again><"*

3pm revise till 6pm....
then rest for 2hours for facebook and chit chatting...^^
i think v start our Finance frm 9stg to 3.45am....


WE HEARD SOMETHING!!!

Actually i heard the sound start from 12stg..
until we went to sleep...
I just kept quite...
and trying hard to concentrate on my finance!

at 1st...i tot it was the water dropping sound..
but it doesn't sound the same as what we heard...
+ da day was sunny day..NEVER RAIN AT ALL!!
But when i hear clearly...
it sound like someone cutting her/his finger nails..
It was like...."dak...dak......dak.." cont. again after some while...
"dak..dak......dak......dak......dak....."
Again and again repeating the same sound.....
Suddenly my friend told me...

"I heard someone was cutting finger nails..."

Actually i heard the same thing...
but no1 pass by our corridor before.... and it was midnight!!
who's going to cut their finger nail in the midnight and is at the corridor????
I was like...

"omg...is the same as what i heard.."

but i try not to think too much~
try to avoid her Q when she asked....
try to talk to her when i heard the sound...
(The sound was louder as i was trying to talk with her)

This was really a scary night!!

Bukit tinggi(1st day)

I m in Bukit Tinggi rite now!
Having my final revision~
Too tired rite now~
Had 2 cups of coffee...
(going to have 3rd cup^^)

I have nothing special to blog...
Just to update my blog;)



I miss Mr Blog^^

I know you were just away from me..
but your heart are with me..
Miss you..

难受

怎么突然觉得你好恨我啊？
我每当post上什么短篇~什么照片。。
你都会来留言~
而且每次留言都是很让人心酸的感觉...

只要x写什么。。你就会“跟尾狗”。
就会说很多反对的话~
好像我生前欠了你似的。。

我觉得美并不带来什么好处。。
(我并没有强调些什么。。只是各人的看法)
美，被人嫉妒~
美，被人家说闲话~
美，被人家觉得你发桥~
美，被你不喜欢的人追求~
美，并没带来什么好处~！

以前中一中二时，
能说是桃花运吧~
每个男生看到我，都想追我~
想想。。。别班的女生比我好看！
比我可爱~人缘比我好~
怎么不看上他们？

几乎为了我而闹事！
值得吗？想回往年。。你们有没有觉得自己好无聊啊？

打架，闹到我婆婆那边去~
吵架，闹到我妈妈那边去~

感觉上我不应该出现在你们面前=.="
我觉得我自己是个败家！
伤了你们的心~

数数。。
一。。。二。。。三。。。。十。。。
我不懂我自己到底伤了多少人。。
为什么当初没勇气拒绝呢？
为什么当初会认识你们？

再想。。
我在班上被你们吓了几次？
我在班上哭了几次？
我逃避你们几次？

每当下课，
总是没有自由~我有多么的不开心吗？
你们每次在班上大叫我的名字~
大叫说“我爱你”
那有多丢脸。。。你们知道么？

这没关系~我还能忍。。
可是别人会对我有什么看法啊？
他们会认为我特地引诱你们。。
特地惹你们。。
就这样就应起他们的妒忌~
闲话就越来越多~

竟然说到我的初吻被我ex拿了~
我真的无言。。
我能忍。。
别人呢？

可是谢谢我的朋友相信我~
谢谢你们一直支持我。。。

现在的重点是，我根本没玩弄x的感情。。
是你自己心肝亲缘的爱我5年~
可是为什么你朋友会这样看我？
说我没给你任何机会？？？

我真的好难受！

Maybe i am little stupid

Well...today i stay at home whole day since i having study break now..
2day was the vry 1st day of my study break~and next tueday i will having my account test..
I was not 100% prepared...
Flipping here and there..no idea at all how to solve 1 Q!
Btw..i love finance now~

i think i might be a little stupid...
Or might be not...
cause i was cutting the fruits at the same time i gt my thumb cut...



Ouchx~i wasnt feel anything at 1st..
but now i feel the painless!
Help me God!



thx God that i m not having final 2mr~


Cont. my revision now!!!~

4 more hours to go~
i'm to waiting to u......
Miss you...
-xoxo-

Brighten my day

What you guys think of brighten your days?
Moviee??the most common one...
But to me was....Shopping!
Yea..I love shopping as you guys know...
Shop for whole day is enuff for me to announce "I m BROKE!"
Even just shop for 1 hour...i also deserve it..
Shopping is my everything!!

My parents came to KL today..
I bring them to 1u...and is the time i drove my dad and family to 1u..
wow~it was the very 1st time i drove my dad for such a long journey...^^
He was nadging me and keep scolding me that i m driving too FAST!
Ishhhh!!i m oni 80 now~!
I think i m slow enough......but yet....hahas~
is owkay...u just want to be safe^^

we bought quite alot of things today...
Cause my parents is heading to UK next week for my sis convection..
I think v used RM800+ to bought t-shirts and dresses..

Everything went smooth...
my sis never ask for ANYTHING today..
It was the really 1st time...normally she will start angry if we nvr buy anything for her..D;





Well..I m TIRED now!
Actually didi wanted to ask me go out yamcha since he is in KL today...
but he couldn't make it...too sad...He is heading to Genting tomorrow..
Genting...=.="have a feeling to go genting 2mr...
Cause herhermmm...
I think i shall not mention here...hahas..~

A cup of oreo,
i felt the happiness...
Miss you~

Finance revision

Was trying hard to revise for final..;)
Just manage to revise finance....
I m tired...><"

I know you still engage in this hour..
But i m still waiting for your call..
I miss you~

部落格

Almost every1 love blogging~
While i was clicking over some blog and i saw something that i should say...
"Sorry" to the guy...
Too sorry for don't even know u what is ur feeling~
Too sorry for knowing nothing about u~
Too sorry for hurting you~
Too sorry for wasting your time..
I m really sorry~
I know if i post up this blog~ppl will definately say dat i m showing off..
Or they might saying that i m stupid...posting up this type of blog.
Anyhow...this blog was to aplogize everything that u spent for me...
You know who you are...
I nid not mention your name here..
U used to blog something and tell me what u fell last time~
Use to say something to me..
Use to let me know ur daily life...
It is really sweet....
Although i hope u will continue blogging and tell me what u feel now...
But you never..
Cause u get the one u love...
You had the happiness..
You able to full fill your time with your Dearest...
you able to know what u want^^
this is what i hope~
Although u stop blogging..
But still...i need to thx alots with what u have done...
Still need to say I love you...Friend^^

Thanks God It's FRIDAY

Yah~today is friday!Thx god^^
But 8 more days i will be sitting for my finals;(
That's really a sad thing!
Anyhow..i went for Karate Kid today~
The movie was awesome!Sad at the end....
Funny+Pity=?
If have a chance...do watch for this movie..
Actually i wanna buy tickets yterday for today's karete kids...
but is really full and crowded!
so decide to buy today~
At 1st i went for Mike last finance lecturer...
Christine try to book for the tickets this morning..but is stated FULL><" omg...then what time should we watch?2.30pm??? Since v decide to skip class...then v went to sunway to book for tickets at 10.30am... Yes~v got student price!and it cost only RM9^^

After v bought our tickets, we went to popular hunt for our stuff for shir's present...
Sat in popular and flip thu all the books...search for the materials><" but fun altot v are tired!! Have fun and chill during v making the cards... ruby dont even know how to cut the alphabet H and P..... that's really funny if u saw it..haha...





Shir got a surprise^^
she told us da it was sweet to have a surprise like this^^
Well~we hope u will enjoy this bday celebration altot v celebrate with u quite late...




Again..wish u happy sweet 19th...;D
I miss you and love you~


Shir is giving her speech^^


4 of us~


Thx the workers help us to take this photo^^


Shir need to blow the cake frm far~hahas~pity her^^

Shir,
we really love you and hope u will become a vry attractive kindi teacher;)
Again,
Happy Bday^^

Someone was working today..
I miss him..
i wish i can meet him now...
it was the oni 1st day i ady fel uncomfortable><" i love you~

Tell me what to do???

I m too tired now!!

TELL ME WHAT TO DO NOW???

revision day

It has been a while i didnt visit my blog~
since i m free now~
Let me update about my personal life in these few days...
Well..i m busying revising....shopping....dating....movie-ing....playing....
but in between these 5 category...revising only stand for 10%..
kinda no mood to study now=.="
I think i should change college now!!!
I spent 12k for Taylor but learning nothing..
Feel like transferring my course to HELP college~
Much more cheaper!!!!

Btw...i hang out with Ru-Yiin to CJ for revision~


Revision for finance~Is killing me..
I gonna to hang out with dear for lunch~
will be back to update my cameron trip for last week^^-XOXO-

gREat day

Finals near the corner..
but i m still in honey moon!
i haven even started to study anything yet~

*well...i promise myslf that i have to finish this chapter this chapter by today...*

*have to done everything by today*

MUST!

But..what the hack...
My mood all gone~everything was like mess up by my time!
Arghhhhh.......

Dear came to KL for few days..
We meet up yterday for movie....
i forget the full name...
but i rmb is "nightmare"
actually was a great movie...
due to i m too tired...i slept on his shoulder for 1 hour..
means i not even fully concentrate on the movie~
Ishhhh!i m wasting money!hahas...
Went for sakea as well~
Im sry da my attitude~i cun even control when i saw all the msj..
Anyhow...we was fine now!

Had 3 oreo Mcflurry 2day!
was awesome!
haven tried this b4!i reli being crazy whenever i hang out with him!
BBQ plaza again with him...
Anyhow...thx for cooking the food for me and serve it to me!xD
nvr ever tried this b4 whenever u leave me!;)
I miss you rite now!where are you???

I manage to capture few photos with u!
thx for ur co-operate..hahas~
cun imagine u still keeping my baby photo in ur wallet!
Is damn cute rite?u cun even find a babby cuter then mee~hahas...

I enjoy the day with me!
I hope v will have another again after my final..;/

New earing

I got my New Ear ring last week~
Well, it was the ear ring that i love the most...


My mum bought me to shop and ask me to choose~
Ishh~they style that they shown me was like old grandma style~
If really old fashion..yet u still can find it in the shop~
I like the ear-ring~and it was my 19th bday present!(;

You was just few KM from me..
But is hard to meet up...
Miss you...(;